2020: How Much Worst Things Can be?

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I wrote this piece on the 7th of June, not thinking I will ever post it here. In fact, I was on the brink of deleting this blog altogether. I was desperate looking for ways to save my writings as pdf. Even though I want nothing more with this blog, I do want to save what I wrote for the past 8 years (just in case one day I want to laugh at my self-pitying self). 

I found blogbooker, a website that creates a book out your blog. It's absolutely genius. Sadly, they set a limit for the free of charge service. So not all the posts are saved. If I deleted this blog, I would be losing some of the writings. Not that they are worthy in any measures, they are just the footprints of my growth as a learner. When I look at them, I know that I have progressed even if the quantification is very low. 

So I tried to look for another blogbooker alternative, which I didn't manage to find. 

This morning I randomly opened my blog. I didn't know what possess me, but somehow I tried to find a new template and like a miracle it is fully completed. 

What this tells me is that: maybe, I should rethink about deleting this blog. Yes, they are flawed, but that's exactly what it aims to do. It aims to document my growth as a person, as a learner. 

Anyway! As a trial, I thought I could post one of my writings that I have kept on onenote. And see what I feel about it. 

Happy reading!

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It's the first week of winter here in the southern hemisphere with the average temperature of -2 to 11 degree. So far, I am still coping. Although, I think this is probably the coldest winter I have ever experienced. I wasn't referring to the temperature, as I certainly had experienced a temperature below -2 before. But I used to live in a place with the heater kept on for 24 hours. So I didn't have any problem. Now it's different. When I say this is the coldest winter, I was specifically referring to the fact that I now have to be mindful about the way I use the heater. I now live in a shared house, where the electricity bill is paid every three months. Since the electricity in Australia is supposed to be very expensive, I try to not use the heater as long as I can cope.

But the coldness of winter is the least horrible thing I (and probably all the inhabitants of this planet earth) have to cope with. I am not going to be the only one to say this, but 2020 has been very hard on me (us). First, I came to Australia in February 2020, when Australia was going through its most difficult summer yet with the bushfire rummaging almost half of the country. Because of it, the school was canceled for a few times. As if that was not enough, Canberra was hit with a bad storm damaging some of the university buildings, houses and cars. But we survived it all. Thank god. 

School went back to normal for some of us. For the rests, because of the COVID-19 pandemic and entry restriction, they were not allowed to enter Australia and they have to join school via the internet. I thought this won't last for long. But  everything got worst and the classes were completely moved online. Fast-forward to three months later, the school has not come back to normal yet. And this is already the final week of the semester. Hopefully everything will get better and we can start afresh for semester two which will start in July.

As I am writing this, however, new cases continue to peak in other parts of the world. Thankfully, Australia has been very successful to flatten the curve. From my own observation, this is for a large part is due to the government's quick response and to the Australia people's compliance with the instruction from the authority. In the ACT, there has been no cases for at least a month until today in which a new case has been identified. But according to the ACT Health Department website, the patient recently came back from overseas. So the virus was not contracted in the country. I pray to God that he will get treated soon and no more new case. Amen!

Let's recap again: the bushfire, the storm, the COVID-19. As if these were not enough, the world had to witness a man being murdered by police officers in Minneapolis, USA. What makes the whole thing even more horrifying is the fact that the murder was (still is) viral on the internet. The American people are outraged and have been taking a strike on the street for almost two weeks demanding justice for George Floyd. Four police officers have been convicted, but American people demand more. They want a systematic change. They believe that the police system has always been racist towards colored people. How did American president respond to the murder and the strike? Instead of acting as a president who calmed the whole country, he acted like an authoritarian sending more military troops to the street. At one point he even had the street cleared violently just so he could take a photo-op in front of a church holding a bible.

You might want to say "but it happens it the state". Yes, it does. But I believe that humanity transcends border. You don’t have to be African American or even American to empathise with the situation. Plus, as the strike was going on, the COVID-19 case in America is still increasing. Thanks to the incompetent president's approach to the COVID-19. He denied the severity of the pandemic, and focus mostly on maintaining the economy. Now with the humanity issue unfolding before his very eyes, he continues to show that he is incapable of being a leader.  Hopefully, things will take a turn. Hopefully the protesters will not get contracted by the COVID-19.

This is only half-way through 2020. What will happen next? Only God knows. Hopefully things will get better from now on.

Stay safe, everyone!

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